Honey or Wisdom?

I did not have a penny and stomach is allways hungry
But the goal is clear and energy focused,

eager for a chance, eager to strike,

dreamed of the dinning the best, crushing the rest
climbing to the top and make the world see the rise of new me,

Unrest every second, not knowing what i was loosing,

Entire life trying to chase materials which are like snow on grass
which vanishes with sunlight called time

Why did not i realise this before?
Why it took so long for me?

What path should i choose now?
Be wisdom of a sane scholar? which is never lost
Be honey on a kids lips? which is momentarily sweet